Okay, that was mean. I'm just frustrated about, like... things. Haha. Yeah.

But like, my work load isn't that bad, but AP English has me running in circles. I'm sucking at the stories and poems and stuff. And I feel so dumb for it. I mean like, how the hell are you supposed to know what they're talking about in a fucking poem? And I'm good at English, which is why this is messing with me so badly. I also hate it that Kasey seems to be doing better than me. I think I'm gonna have to find out for sure though, but quite honestly I don't know how I will do that. I hate that I compare myself to her, though. I hate that I still care a little bit. But she is such a bitch to me, and I never knew why, and I still don't.

Oh but she's trying to make people take sides again. Like when I had Liza, Lex, Tillz and Sarah over (and I invited a BUNCH of other people who didn't show.) She retaliated by trying to make Lis and some other people take sides. 

She should just keep this between us the fucker. She's always the one trying to involve everyone else. I'm the one that says to everyone, don't take sides unless you want to. I don't care. I don't even tell them to pick MY side if they're gonna take sides.

OH AND I found out from someone that, like, this one girl is being sympathetic to  Kasey. Ughh, the girl called ME condescending. Well you know what? Hang out with that bitch more and you'll really know who talks down to who you fucker.

I can't stand the school anymore, and quite frankly, I can't stand all the knives in my back right now. Fuck them all.

I can't even find solace in yearbook. I feel like veronica is trying to take my spot or something. HELLO, I've been destined for editor for the past four months. Don't you dare try and take it away from me. And that goes for other people I see trying to get that title. 

I miss when everyone was friends.